Yes I'm aware it's April. But I wanted to share the pictures from Christmas anyway.
This was Christmas Eve:
And Christmas morning:
We went to my sisters house for Christmas Dinner and the two oldest boys found her wigs. No she's not a hooker, a stripper or bald. I have no idea why she has wigs. I don't want to know.
And here you go- the very first full face pictures of myself I have ever posted on the blog. That is me on Christmas night. It's not the best picture because Big Daddy took it on his iphone. I'm sad when I see this picture because underneath that smile I was so messed up. And I'm clutching that beer like it's my only lifeline. Which maybe it was. I was suffering through withdrawals from stopping Celexa cold turkey. That shit is no joke. I thought I was going to die, some days I wanted to. It was that bad. You know how I realize how messed up I was? Not one highlight in that hair and no make up on. A sure sign I needed to be medicated. Seriously.
So there you go. That's me. With nothing to hide.
7 People think I should be medicated:
Oh my goodness you are soo cute. I expected the snarky to show more on your face, but you are totally approachable! *grin*
Your family is beautiful as well. Thanks for sharing.
Mary
I went from 40 mg of Celexa down to 30 and wanted to jump off a bridge. (Bad that my apartment building is right next to one.) I went back up to 40 faster than my psychiatrist could say "withdrawal." I don't know how you went cold turkey.
Merry belated Christmas! It looks like the kids had a blast. You're cute and you look great! Much better than I did when my babies were that age. (My youngest is 4 and I still don't look that good.)
Oh great!! I've been on 10mg of celexa for about a year...thanx for the warning. The family is beautiful and the baby got soooo big...love it!!
bunny
I remember the first time I saw a pic of you on HCTS and expected a snarky, evil looking Buffy, but of course you were this totally pretty and demure looking thing! Still are gorgeous, girl! :-) You inspire me with your honesty.
Um, and when in the heck did your kiddos grow up THIS MUCH!?!?????
You were a hottie back in the day, eh?
I don't comment much but just wanted to pop in and say thanks for keeping it real and sharing your story and your cute pic. Best wishes to you for continued improvements in your health and marriage.
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